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1/2/12 05:05 am - This is the subject

I just watched Sherlock season two episode one.
On normal occasion all occasions I would ship Sherlock/John, I mean who doesn't?
But With Sherlock and The Woman they just had such great chemistry and it was great to see Sherlock actually act human.
I just have so many thoughts I can't even begin to put them together.
& besides I wouldn't want to give out spoilers. 
Go and watch Sherlock now.
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Since most of the fandoms on Tumblr seem to consist of Harry Potter, Twilight, The Hunger Games, The Game Of Thrones, Merlin, Doctor Who, Vampire Diaries, and True Blood...
I decided to find out more about the ones I didn't know about.
I watched The Game Of Thrones, and True Blood (Season 1 only).
I would have to say that I liked The Game Of Thrones more than True Blood, but I suppose it's all about preference. 
Although in some parts I would skip through to get to the characters I liked the most, but I tend to do that with a lot of various shows. 
I had expected a time jump in the series to show how time had passed and that they would have older child actors with large parts. But they haven't had an intermission and had the kids become much older, they are actually allowing ... My thoughts are all just jumbled together.
I am just beginning to have so many fandoms all at the same time and it's hard to keep on topic.
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I was watching Bleach on Netflix...
Bleach is an anime for those of you who didn't know...
& if you do actually know what this anime is...Hello.
It's all quite a disappointment, I'll say.
My favorite characters are somehow always under appreciated. 
Which I have no idea why...
Nova, or Noba; the modsoul that was helping them track down the bounts...
Did no one else notice how absolutely wonderful he is.
I love how bashful of a character he is. 
Perfect.
& not to mention adorable. 
Granted in real life if I actually met someone like that I probably wouldn't be attracted to them at all.
It would probably piss me off that they're so submissive.
Oh would you look at that I'm starting to think off topic just because I typed that word.
Submissive submissive submissive
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Back to my original statement...
Under appreciated characters in Bleach.
Chad being one of them, I don't see why more people don't like him...
besides my mom and I...
Dark Ichigo is a character all in itself, don't you think.
Having such a darker character and different thought process than Ichigo...
It makes a great set up and a fan fiction.
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School just so happens to start on Tuesday, which does suck.
Oh, I just realized I think I have this connected to some of my accounts some where.
I really should disconnect them, it's a pain.
I don't really mind school, there are actually a few classes I can stand.
History has always been my strong point, besides remembering dates and names...
I have always managed to get by really well in classes dealing in that particular subject.
Physics is okay, I suppose...
Granted I don't understand even a bit of it.
I suppose that's exactly how it's supposed to be though.
My electives are always fine, except last year...
I had taken Video Production back then...
It wasn't so much that I hated the class, but I disliked the teacher and being in front of the camera.
Photography and Computer Graphic Design...
Photography...I really enjoy photography to an extent, really I do.
But just having to take pictures on something specific is some what a hassle.
I normally tend to take pictures spontaneously, I most likely wouldn't be carrying around a lighting board/reflector.
& since I'm such a critic to my own work I tend to think that everyone's pictures are better than mine.
Computer Graphic Design...
I've always had a knack for computers.
So far we have only worked in Adobe Illustrator, it took me awhile to get used to it,
Since I am usually strictly Photoshop, I know it's a photo manipulating program but it's simpler.
I may not be great but I can learn.
Math, or in my case Geometry.
Just started Geometry and I'm a junior makes me feel quite lacking in intellect when I have 9th graders in geometry.
Luckily the only thing getting me through the day is knowing that during lunch I can hang around all my friends and we can all talk,draw, or just play on our DS's.
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Is there something wrong with me?
I mean besides the obvious.
Most of the time I don't really mind being single, but really.
Is there?
I'm going to suppose that you said no to my question for my benefit.
I mean I know I'm quite negative as my friend pointed out some time ago.
I don't really think that it bothered me all that much.
I'm just naturally negative...about everything.
And so maybe I did get hurt emotionally at his comment, but what person wouldn't?
It's quite a bother that I seem to dwell of matters of the past, don't you think so?
It pesters most, including myself.
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Money just so happens to get people far in the world.
It takes work, which most people don't even know where to begin.
Starting out is always the hardest...
Never knowing where to start.
Not knowing how.
I really ought to get a job.
With the issue of school, I don't really see how I can fit it into my schedule.
I am always baffled as to how some people can be on a sports team, keep up their grades, and have a job.
It sounds like a lot of stress.
I don't think I would be able to do that.
I most likely wouldn't be much of a happy person.
I suppose I could just fake it a lot.
My grades would slowly dwindle away...
I would not pay much attention to my health...
I would ultimately give up.
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I think I've just about slowed my brain down a bit,
At least enough for me to be able to get some sleep.
I really should find myself a boyfriend, if you happen to be interested please fill in an application.

I really wish I was not so restless.

Topics of my thoughts still:
Doctor Who Doctor Who Doctor Who
Merlin Merlin Colin Morgan is hot Merlin Merlin Dat A$$ Merlin
Homestuck freaking Equius sick bastard.John/Vriska freaking angst pairing. Jade/Dave ..
.OTP...Dave/Terezi
Hussie hurry up and kill them all now, just kill us already! 
David Tennant David Tennant
Harry Potter Harry Potter Draco Malfoy Who should I ship??? Hermione Granger




I must sleep now or else this will never end.
My stupid rambling must end now!

12/16/11 01:17 am - Before Time

So a LONG time ago I came across a fanfiction.
Twilight fan fiction.
I didn't care too much for the books or the main characters.
Nonetheless I was reading some fan fictions based off the book.
I hardly remember what it was about.
I know it was notEdward/Bella fan fiction,
Because at that time, and this current time...
I have always preferred Jasper/Bella.
So the plot was actually odd, from what I can remember.
I think I'm getting more than one fan fiction mixed up.
I remember there was one where Jasper is at that recruit camp thing with Maria.
Bella had ruined his life after the event that had happened at her party.
So his family rejects him and they leave Bella.
Bella ends up being attacked and turned into a vampire.
&&& She goes looking for them I think, or just travelling.
She comes across someone, who captures her and gives her to Jasper.
His personality is darker since he had to revert back to his old ways...

Ugh I can't really make out much in my head anymore...
It's not on my favorites, so that must mean it was on some random site.
Which I highly doubt.
This must have just been before I had actually gotten a FF.net account.
It's quite disappointing.

So it has been awhile since I've been on here!
Nothing interesting has really occurred. 
I'm into a new fandom thanks to my friend.
I just recently got into Homestuck.
I'm not caught up yet, still in Act 5.
My favorite troll is either Karkat or Vriska...Equius
But some times I just hate Vriska.
I think she should be paired with John. 
I mean I wouldn't mind Karkat being paired with John either. :)
& I think Terezi should be with Dave.
 Eheheheheh...
You don't want to know why Equius is my favorite.
Well, anyways. 
Tomorrow's the last day of school!
Woo!
I'm going to go and sleep now...
Bye.

12/10/11 01:48 pm - Participation

I never realized how much of a hassle photography could be.

I didn't realize that I actually would need someone to hold the reflector board or a model.

I joined because I liked photography, but now that I'm in it I'm starting to actually dislike photography. Which seems pretty impossible for me. 
Just to make it all worse, it's not like I have friends in the class to go and take pictures with, or to use as models. 

10/3/11 10:21 pm - Short Story

So a few days ago, probably Friday.
The guy I like ended up asking me about his friend...
If you don't know, I'm A, He's R.

R: "You know Justin, right?"

A: "Yeah, he's been in my class for awhile..."

R: "Have you two dated?"

A: "No, I'm not really attracted to really tall guys"

R: "Why, because he doesn't look like me?"



.....That's exactly right... But then again, you're not the type of person I normally would be attracted to. You're too cocky and egotistical.

9/1/11 10:03 pm

I needed a topic starter, so I took one of the question of the days.



Have you or a friend ever been bullied? How did you get through it?

I was the one being bullied, back then I was really shy- so I never stood up for myself or anything. I wrote A LOT, in journals.

I wish I had my present personality back then. I would have been just a bit more likely to stand up for myself.

I cried a lot when those events occurred. I mulled about, thinking what I could have done differently, how much I wish I had a different personality. I would wish I was more outspoken...I still do, but that will never be me.

But if none of that happened I probably wouldn't be who am I today. 

Of course there was other events that led up to me being...well me, but even the hard times, made me who I am today.  Is that why I'm so insecure?



Well that actually seems to be all. I got my WOW account fixed by the way, school starts on Tuesday.
I want to start over this year. I want to get good grades, I want to get a job, volunteer, Join a club, and many other things.
So I should be back by the end of next week to talk about my progress with school.

8/20/11 01:19 am - Talk to me

Hey there. 


Look, I'm back. Although there will be slower updates.


Tumblr is and is not what I expected it to be.


I mean I thought I could just start over there. 


But I guess I couldn't, oh well.




My WOW account has been fixed, really glad about that. 
The only issue with it now, is that it is frozen.
I don't have money to pay for it, and my mom won't buy my subscribption.
So what does this mean?


I need a job.


I mean sure it sounds difficult and it most likely is,
Seeing as how I will need to either ride my bike there all the time
Or have someone take me, unless it is close to my school.


I wonder where some good places to look for a job are....


7/29/11 06:09 pm - Georgetown

Hello. I am posting this since I am out of the country.
Currenty in George Town, Guyana. It's hot as hell.

I had to travel to Denver Colorado, Florida ( which we stayed at a Motel 6 and the clerk that worked there, Blake, was a major cutie!), and then some where in between we finally made it to Guyana.
It has really made me appreciate San Diego. Why? Clean water, the pool, Internet, food.
Most of the family went to KFC and they hardly had anything. No popcorn chicken or shrimp. No rice. It was infuriating.

The market is very ghetto. You know those poverty-stricken areas that you hear about on tv? Yeah around there it is very much like that, with a little bit of China Town mixed in also.

I wish I had more tank tops. And if you know me, you know I don't really wear short shorts or shirts that have NO sleeves. So you know this is very hard for me to do.

The time zone change is the worst. There's about a three hour difference.
So this all takes gettin used to.

Here, I am the one with the accent. What a shock.
I want to go to Canada. Atleast it's cold.

I also want to play world of Warcraft.
I have to recover my account though, it was compromised.

Bye gotta go.

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7/5/11 03:08 am - Eyes To Hear, Ears To See

So recently I've been hooked on this show called, "Switched at Birth".
It's a good show, it airs every Monday on ABC Family.

My favorite character, with out a doubt would have to be Emmett Bledsoe, whom is portrayed by Sean Berdy.
 

It was quite disappointing, because in episode 4...
A girl goes up to him, complimenting him on his drumming, (No doubt wanting to get in his pants)
But when he motions to her that he's deaf she is shocked and everything is awkward.
She ends up leaving him.
He deserves a nice girl, the character "Emmett Bledsoe's" ideal girl is "hot, smart, funny, into motorcycles...and deaf". Seeing as how he thinks it's impossible for a hearing person to be with a deaf person, he would have to look past that and accept this girl, that unlike him, can hear.

^ Screw his logic about the impossibilities of hearing people to be with deaf people, just for that, give him a girl that can hear.

You can tell I'm either really annoyed that they haven't manipulated this character as much as they can or that I'm obsessing over his character since I am posting this.

It's mainly the second one, since I was unable to find people with enough interest to create a fan fiction for him, I'm just going to throw out a plot so I can get this out of my system.
I'm going to be using episode 4 as reference, but it needs to finish downloading first.
 
So anyways my plot, that girl that goes up to him first, we'll keep that.
Because you knew he was upset about that, but after another girl goes up to him.
She starts talking to him, not knowing that he's deaf.
He'll glare at her first, still upset about the first encounter with the previous girl.
He'll signal that's he's deaf.
She will be stunned at first, I mean, who wouldn't?
She will dig in to her messenger bag and pull out a journal and tear a page out;
Ruffling through the bag she'll pull out a pen and write to him,
"I enjoyed your drumming :) text me some time. [insert cell phone number here]"
Fold up the paper, hand it to him, smile, then walk away
 
[watching episode 4 now, just lost all hope- I forgot this is when he was still hung up over Daphne]
 
I really want to hear his voice though.
REALLY REALLY want to.
Especially when he's mad or distraught.
 

6/28/11 01:42 am - Here's To The Past

Cliché,

That's what I seem to be.

Every blog starts out one way or another,

Whether it being from boredom, curiosity, or a bad break up;

& where mine once started did not end until much later.
 


I was viewing my past all over again,

Because I'm a sentimental being, I enjoy the past like the future.

But there is always a time where we must remember that we can not live in the past but embrace the future.


It is a fun experience to view how my writing style has both improved and changed.
Whether it is me using a different font color or size.
It's hard to believe that I created this blog because of a bad break up. 
I am almost so glad I had created this blog that I almost want to message my ex-boyfriend on Facebook to thank him.


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Let's all think back on what brought us here
This is my grasp on what is real
Don't tell me how I feel
With all that's passed I can't relate
 
With myself from day to day
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I actually don't really have much of a theme for this entry...
But . . . 

Here's To The Past!
 



6/28/11 01:01 am - I freaking love you [not]

 I know, I said I was retiring from this site,
but there are just some stuff I won't bother posting on Tumblr.
This is my personal blog.
Someone was messaging/commenting me on Facebook...
He's one of my friends who has a crush on me.
He sent me a comment on Facebook,

I'll cut out the non-important stuff, by the way I'm sorry for his horrid spelling...
But our conversation went like this:


 
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Cristopher: No sorry by the way can I ask u something

Ravenna Uchiha: Uh, sure whatever. Yes? :)?


Cristopher: What's the first letter of the person u like

Ravenna Uchiha: That's not fair. I thought I told you who it was.


Cristopher: Give me letter

Ravenna Uchiha: Besides, I'm hoping I'll get over him during the break. Which I most likely WILL. Fine, the letter is...."C"

Cristopher: No don't that person will die

Ravenna Uchiha: If I get over them?

Ravenna Uchiha: They'll die? Tragic much....

Cristopher:  Why so cruel

Ravenna Uchiha: ‎...You didn't jump to conclusion on who the person I like, did you? .__.

Cristopher: Nah I know its not me... I'm still thinkin who's is that person

Ravenna Uchiha: Well, it's not like I talked to them a lot. We were acquaintances, if that.

Cristopher: U should talk to c he might love u

Ravenna Uchiha: ‎...Love....That's a strong word to throw around.

Ravenna Uchiha: No, I see no real point in that. We don't have much in common. A crush is all it is.

Ravenna Uchiha: Why would you even think that he may like me back, maybe I'm just a negative person, but I don't see much hope.

Cristopher: He does and. He likes itachi uchiha a lot and. He loves to read manga and is a loaner

Ravenna Uchiha:  ‎. . .

Are you sure we're talking about the same person here?

Cristopher: Ya

Ravenna Uchiha: Mmhm. . . .

Ravenna Uchiha: I don't think so.

Cristopher: He dosent put those things in facebook he dosent want people to find out

Ravenna Uchiha: ‎[Insert Major Dramatic Eye Roll Here]

Ravenna Uchiha: Yes, I highly doubt that.

Ravenna Uchiha: I'm really close to just tagging the guy I like in this, just to prove you wrong.

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At this time he sent me a message on Facebook saying



"I freaking love u"



At this point of time I was texting my good dear friend Joseph, by this time I had texted him..

"
.__. U I'm getting annoyed. I'm this close to messaging the guy I like and telling him, "Hey, I know we didn't really talk much, But I had a huge crush on you"


Love, that word can be so manipulated, and is so easily misunderstood. No teenager understands that word anymore.


I was originally going to respond to Cristopher with this:

I love the attention, and I'm female....I haven't dated someone for awhile, but I'm not desperate. You're a nice guy but not my type. To me you a more of a brotherly figure and I just don't think I want to ruin our friendship.



But I didn't, I said this:



I don't know how to respond to that. Because I can't tell you I "Love" you, because I don't. Cristopher, you're one of my friends. I mean I've thought about perusing a relationship with you...but I can't.


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